awkwardisoverrated

Wow its September already, last blogged in June and just being honest didn't accomplish my mission of reintroducing myself to that girl from church (stink) but I'm going to keep an eye out for her just in case she turns up at church again.  Have done some other stuff been through new things like graduation!! wooo! and now in the search for a job, but considering post graduate options because finding work with an Arts graduate has been extremely hard!! NEVERTHELESS its still a degree and represents hard work, time and effort so ptl for what God done for me and will do through me with it :))) gone through some heavy family stuff too but God's helping us work through that too so definitely at a point in my life where I've truly only got my struggles to offer to God and learning that's all He needs :D having a lack of control and being soooo humbled these last few months has taught me and truly is showing me that God is all I have & all I need so gonna keep giving H...

Okay so I haven't blogged in a while, blame that last assignment but its done it did give me time to think about my next venture.  I've been avoiding a girl at church that I met at a camp ages ago because I don't know how to reaaproach her and reconnect yes that awkwardness has been getting in the way.  Nevertheless I'm gonna hunt for her this week at church & just be honest of why I haven't talked to her and apologize breaking that awkward mindset and get her connected.  At the end of the day its not about me will let you know how it goes :) xo

So went to church last night! was a really good service took heaps away and I did meet some new girls last night! :) two and it wasn't so hard I think I'm better at connecting with girls actual am quite awks when it comes to talking to guys (especially if I think they're attractive, just being honest LOL) met and chatted to 4 girls and one of our new guys and slowly but surely getting there in building new relationships ptl I did it! happy dance!!!. I'm actually finding that lately a lot more people have been asking about me, and as much as I do like talking about myself (I'm a girl, so you can't really blame me haha) I enjoy hearing about other people and their stories so if you do know me or have seen me around at church or anywhere else next time you see me come up to me, and say hi (I won't bite)  & feel free to go on and on and on and on and on about yourself!!! cause I'm kind of getting tired of hearing my own voice! oooh did realize at times l...

Awkwardisoverrated is my way of challenging my mindset that I use as an excuse not to do and try new things! I wanna meet new people! my usual response but its so awkward! I've always wanted to go to the movies alone my response (mostly in my head) but that's so awkward! or one of my favorites I saw this new person tonight/today and wanted to say hi and even though they were talking to my friend and they didn't introduce me I stood there quietly and didn't say a thing 100% of the time because it was too awkward to introduce myself! (like I don't have a mouth) LOL SO MANY excuses possible friendships, new things that haven't been tried, adventures that haven't been had because its just too awkward trying! So I decided after being challenged by a friend to get out of my comfort zone in my relationships that I would! it stemmed from this and then me looking back at all the things I've missed out on because it was too awkward trying so I'm gonna blog it ...