The onion
Lately it's been a confronting few weeks. It started with a conversation with a client that led me to realising I actually hadn't dealt with things I thought I had. That feeling you get in your throat, and ache in your chest. What happens in the days after is nothing short of God's hand and display of His sovereignty. I then get prayer for stuff from a stranger that confirms conversations, happening after the original one with my client. That Sunday my family run into family members that we've disconnected from in the last 4 years because of past trauma. I got mad at God initially cause I'm like here we go again. The rollercoaster of emotions that accompany my anxiety about not knowing what's next with my family. It's another layer of the onion that I never anticipated happening. Like hello when I look back now it makes sense. It doesn't necessary mean I'm ready, but experience has told me this is generally when things start shifting. ...