awkwardisoverrated

Currently at work, but feel the need to post. So this season has been different, really different.  I'm now helping more at church with Youth, which I've never done before.  It's really uncomfortable though, like omg fully have been pushed/pulled/thrown into the deep end.   I've also been learning to be more bold & assertive at work with the decisions I make.  It's been very difficult to develop this, cause naturally I don't stir the pot.  I'm also learning that I don't have to do everything to help the world.  Ideally I think I like doing a lot cause in my mind, I have a limited time here so I want to smash it all out while I can.  Not for me but for helping others.  I realised that I'm being very drained though cause I've felt super drained.  I go to sleep at a decent hour, but still feel quite tired during the day.  I've had numerous chats about the need to find and discover good self care for me.   In discovering ...

It's been a while. Seasons have changed, and growth is happening rapidly.  Changed in my role at work, which is cool it's stretching and growing me (making me uncomfortable a lot).  My family have another baby and another on the way in September.  I'm at a new church which I love, I'm serving back in church & still working on maintaining and developing friendships. Prior to my clash with change, I was at a point where I could see a lot happening for others, while I felt like a spectator/cheerleader in it all.  It wasn't a bad thing being in this season, buuuuut I did wander when stuff would be changing for me.  Baaaam I'm in the season now, I'm embracing it but it is very tiring.  Learning how to find that work/life balance the hard way, like I always do :). Now being 29 I'm fast approaching 30 in just under a year, I can't say that I anticipated being single and not having any children yet still at this point.  However I'm learning tha...