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Staying the path

Ever feel like you've just signed yourself up for too much? This is me currently, I'm questioning my motives for a lot of what I do.  Lately I've developed somewhat of a rebellious, sassy spirit.  I don't know if this is just me becoming who I actually am or a result of not voicing what I've wanted.  I think it's a bit of both. Currently I'm just feeling overwhelmed.  Works great, my family is good life on paper is good, but there's something inside of me that I can't verbalise.  There's just a lot of feelings that I'm feeling so it's really hard to pinpoint.  I wouldn't say I was depressed, but more so just not myself, and I'm in a spot where I can't really talk to anyone about it. I want to cry, most times I don't.  Most times I find myself just longing, longing for this season to be over, longing for it to stop being so difficult, just longing.  It's not that I'm discontent, I'm just really tired of be...