The unravelling

These last few weeks have probably been some of the craziest I've ever experienced in my life.

No words, thoughts or anything could have prepared me for what happened.

It's not a omg did someone die kind of experience but in a sense it is.

I don't think I have the words currently to articulate it but lets just say that its to do with my family life and a raising of the sort.

When you realise that you had a voice, but the stuff of life has silenced it in a sense, but then you grow and then your voice gets louder again.  Back to the way it was designed by the Creator.

When things don't make sense but you have that peace that surpasses all knowledge & all understanding come.

I may not know what happens next, but because I know the One that does I'm not worried, well not as much as I use to.

The things that I held dear, that I placed my worth/value in have broken apart and it feels like my world of security has been taken from me.  However its the introduction of the new & more brighter pronounced future that keeps me encouraged.

It hasn't been the best experiences over the last month, but I know that it's where we/me as individuals and a collective are meant to be.  

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared, I'm terrified to say the least.  I keep going cause I know that the one that has allowed things to happen the way they have knows how it will all turn out.

Victory & freedom is on the horizon, but with those things at stake comes opposition.  

I'm excited too, scared and anxious just feeling all the feels currently, BUT I know that it's going to be okay.

God loves you BIG!!

xox

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